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November 28, 2004

Don't weep for me ...

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

Love is dead, time to just move on and enjoy life.

November 22, 2004

Charles & Remeron

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

Remeron - mirtazapine - seems to be helping my ex-lover cope with his depression and emotional pain.

November 21, 2004

Sexual failure?

Category: Love and Lust

If my lover caused my sexuality to die can I ever forgive?

November 20, 2004

Fat! Fat! Like a water rat!

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

When love gone bad leaves you fat and unlovable, unsexy.

Housecleaning

Category: Quotidian

Durham, NC: my house is a filthy mess because my lover was a natural born polluter

Romantic love and erotic responsibility

Category: Love and Lust

Romantic love will never survive without sexual satisfaction and respect.

Damnable Saturday

Category: Quotidian

Miss my ex-lover, but that is how these things go isn't it?

Fall of the House of Richard

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

Durham, NC: porch swing collapsed, some of my house's wiring is shorted out.

Feminine gay men & protectiveness (supplementary note)

Category: Ambiguously Gendered

Feminine gay males are often brutalized and bullied when they are young.

November 18, 2004

Even the homeliest androgyne

Category: Ambiguously Gendered

I'd rather date a transvestite or androgynous gay male than a straighting acting man.

November 17, 2004

On recovering

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

Love has died: my home, my health and my sexuality are all in need of rehabilitation.

November 16, 2004

Erotic adaptiveness and limitation

Category: Ambiguously Gendered

Temporarily at least I'm only able to find gay transvesties sexuall appealing.

November 15, 2004

Webcam romance & the fool in the mirror

Category: Ambiguously Gendered , Category: Love and Lust

Falling in love with a transsexual on a web cam and laughing at how funny and foolish my sexuality can be.

November 14, 2004

Needy people

Category: Love and Lust

Loving needy people is a dangerous, deadly form of romance.

November 5, 2004

On being needed ...

Category: Love and Lust

On being fulfilled as man by being needed buy a boyfriend, a lover.

November 4, 2004

One of the saddest nights of my life

Category: My Life is an Open Blog

My lover is addicted to crack and I had to leave the home that I own to get away from him.