Queer as pansexual hasbian folk
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Looking at my last entry I regretted that Word’s grammar checker isn’t smarter. I enjoyed typing it so I won’t fret about looking like an illiterate.
I’ve been enjoying a stretch of time by myself. Charles hasn’t been sleeping lately. Even when he isn’t wanting my attention a goodly share of it, if only in the rear of my mind, is on him. There hasn’t been much time for reading books or online journals. No complaint, I’d rather wrap myself around his limp wrist than have all of my time to myself.
We spent one day taking in almost the entirety of Queer as folk season two. Disconcerting when you wake up, shake your head and find yourself back in your own life. Not that I’d want to be any of the QAF cast. (I do identify sexually with the brunette lesbian. And I really like Peter Paige's nelly Emmett.)
Speaking of lesbians when I watched Kissing Jessica Stein I’d not heard of “hasbians.” The idea must be mightily charged for wholly gay women.
It made me wonder once again how easily the human race might slip into pansexuality (OK, bisexuality) without all the weird, nutty, nasty social conditioning. Straight men while in prison sometimes have sex with other men rather than merely masturbate. Assuming that most of these men were repulsed by gay men before their incarceration and that they have sex only with women after release . . .
I’m not going to try to close the sentence. That heterosexual men overturn their sexuality and shove their cock up another guy’s ass must have some implications. They aren’t fulfilling any evolutionary impetus to procreate. But they do want someone and not just their oleaginous fist.
That I’m a homo who decided that he was bisexual before choosing the label pansexual I’m the last person who can have an opinion. You have a sexual preference? Well, OK, I can believe you have a preference. I have preferences: I prefer blue and gray clothes but I’m willing to wear brown.
But I can’t figure you monosexual people out. (Actually, Charles called to say he’s on his way home so I don’t have time to try.)
--Pansexuals, S&M, B&D, D/s . . . ?
